And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling

I know it's out there
I know it's out there
And I can feel you falling

I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone , yeah

yeaaa
here is gone - googoodolls

for ppl who have no good music to listen to

1. here is gone - goo goo dolls
2. slide - goo goo dolls
3. little by little - oasis
4. silence is easy - starsailor
5. creep - radiohead
6. sing - travis
7. brighter than sunshine - aqualung
8. innocent - our lady peace
9. clarity - john mayer
10. drops of jupiter - train
11. a lack of colour - death cab for cutie
12. semi-charmed life - third eye blind
13. wonderwall - oasis

yea 13 is a nice number (:
if you listen to all the above songs and like them
plsplspls be my friend

hello all !!

my 收获 has been soso
hahaha i got nobody to visit
what to doooo

yest went ling's house for steamboat
then went haagen dazs eat fondue
(:
very fun !!
hello all upper east coast / siglap haagen dazs waiters :
you all are very cute !!!!
hahha but i have no idea why they are so skinny
if i work there
i'll become a balloon
i swear .
took super alot of weird videos and ds looking photos of me
haha aiya you all dono what is ds .
think harder !!
anyway
thank you ling for having us over !!!

okay anybody who wants to come my house pls come pls come !!
my mum will give hongbao and she is quite generous
comecome
hahaha
cny in singapore is really
SUPER BORING

ok now i have to go do hw
-_-
hahaha

oh
i keep waking up at 8/9 am becauseeeeee
my curtains are white
so the sunlight that comes in in the morning
really wakes me up
haaha
CHING are you shocked i'm not waking up at 2/3 anymore
okay too much 废话
hehe . cny must use more chinese !!!

恭喜发财
身体健康
快高长大 ( for me only )
学业进步 !!

ahh what am i doing in sg still
rather be in kl this yr actually
how weird
i need a non boring break

yest was super duper tiring
went to school for no good reason haha
i shouldnt have gone
wth
then we went to sing haha
and shopped with bridget for very super long and all i got was
shoes and pencil box and post cards

got home then went to watch fearless
not bad
i quite liked it
fight scenes were gd
sg is getting quite ridiculous
no idea which part of the show warranted nc 16

eh my life sounds very boring you know
can someone pls make my life less boring
hahaha
ah wth

loading all my oasis songs now i think my ipod has too little space
time to clear out the junk
SCHNI SCHNA SCHNAPPI
hahaha

ok everyone who wants to go jason mraz pls tell me asap
so far its me ling chign bess zit max and maybe kenny ah
must faster tell me !!
so i can plan when to start being nice to my sis
so she'll lend me her credit card
hahahaha ...

anyway HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR LOVES !!!

yea !
feeling super enlightened and in a really good mood today
despite sleeping at 3 last night
since i started studying at 11pm
hahaha studying was a waste of time
nothing absorbed , nothing vomitted out today anyway
anyway
happy cause
i got a sign from up above
to answer all my doubts (:
now everything seems clearer
yea praise God !

hmm
i seem to have sprained my finger
its supersuper painful
and i cant crack it
aiya
okay time to watch tv
i think my new speakers are quite cool !!!

eh ppl
ALL GO DL SKYPE
AND TALK TO ME
AND HEAR ME SING
hehehe

hello all

my blog sounds very angsty and tui fei
but i am not
maybe its the inner me

dint go school today

riding down ecp
windows down
oasis blasting on stereo
is really quite therapeutic

oh zit's my pinky im the brain
hahaha this is the cutest thing i can think of

i think im gona find myself back soon (:

i think this warrants a new entry

while trying to protect my friends
lost sight of everything
cant even rmb where the anger came from
of course im not taking all the blame here
you can forgive but you wont forget
and i think we should stop playing the game of throwing the blame
cus you have this uncanny way
of dumping all the blame to everyone else in the most uncanny way
but
i dont see the pt anymore
in hurting ppl who hurt you back
cus we're just generating all this shit bad karma
i dont think we'll be friends again
after all this shit
i nv wanted to get involved
thats why i still maintained being friendly
but naturally i wanted to protect the ones
who were there for me all along
who i know i can trust
really starting to hate who i'm becoming
in all of this
and how i'm behaving
turning into someone else
do i make sense ?
doesnt matter
i think its time to let go of everything
staying away is always good
& there's a limit to everything

pardon my incoherence i don think im making much sense today
i think its gona be a long week ahead

so shit everything now
i need this week to recover
and find myself again

i said it wouldnt matter
i told myself a 230498172038 times
but it still matters
maybe ?
why on earth is it so impt to me
when it shouldnt be
when nobody thinks it is
i think
i was better when all this
didn't matter
i knew it
i was right
so now i just need a bit of time
to go back to who i used to be
all the trivial things get back to you some how
i trust i will be guided out of this
slowly
certainly

when everyone's sinking its quite hard to stay afloat
i think i will anyway

i wish i could read yr mind
but maybe its not that bad a thing i cant

ok i go read calvin and hobbes
lift my spirits
hahahaha

past 2 days been not bad hmmm
met up w suvi and gerrard yest and ate a whole lot
at sushi tei
then dessert at spageddies
then waiting for a cab
while it was pouring
and we waited and waited till it was almost 1030
close to an hour
and suvi came out w her sis from paragon
hahaha
and then got home pretty late
but it was fun (:
good times good times

i think when i wear my specs i go abit crazy
hahaha
and hyper
and we play really stupid games
omg
let me type the lyrics of the song
that only i want to sing
and daniel taught
hahaha
eh wait forget it ijust rmbed the song
is mother long .

i think i think things through very clearly in my mind
when im alone
or when its raining
and i always somehow come to a decision
which im very happy about
but i'll forget all bout other human beings
and forget they're human too
and casually ignore human nature in my plans
then
i'll get a reality check
and get pulled back out of my dreamer state
and come to my senses .
does this make sense ? not really ?
well it makes sense in my mind now
at least .

loveee the weather

and how can life be bad
when ppl send tau huay
and egg tarts
and soy bean
to yr house
at 11 pm
even if it wasnt really intended to pls you
but anyhow it was still for me
so WHO CARES
wow i'm quite weird today

babess
things are gona be fine .
some day
we've just got to trust this
(:

fix me fix me
haha

i have a serious craving for eating tau huay and egg tarts at geylang , midnight .

forgive and forget
im sorry i did this to you ):
what am i turning into
i feel quite bad
but i dont really think i was in the wrong


anyway
thought of the week
sponsored by wang ziting
who by the way has a very very cute lookalike damn it (:
hahaha

ok
thought :
is it more worth it if
the person really likes you
or
if you really like the person

wah
my blog getting very drama sounding
but no drama is happening to me
hahaha

ahh . i need to say smth
to let it all out
some ppl are seriously so screwed up
i dono whats wrong with them
feeling quite indignant
but not for myself

whatever it is
i'll be there for you
when the rain starts to fall
blabla

doesnt love suck

you give it all but i want more

can we see eye to eye on anything ?
where did you go anyway

todayyyyyy
is weirded out
hahaha did i just invent that word ? ):

erhhhhhhh
im very weird today
as ppl will tell you
esp after i got home
hahaha
can you sense it
the weirdness oozing out of my pores
yuck .

hotel rwanda
is super powerful
and moving
and touching
and the issues are to complex to go into
and too impt to touch on
so i shall not talk bout it
hahaha

wow
it resource room
has some reallyreally
screwed up keyboards
haha

ehh
3rd time i've bumped into jing in a very short time
so weird
hahaha
talked to him for abit
btw hello jing i got smth to say to you
ROLL DOWN YR PANTS AND DON EAT CHEAP CUP NOODLES CAN
UNGLAM TO THE MAX
hhahahahahah .
ok dont kill me

eh
some certain blog is very try too hard
hhahaa RIGHT SUVIEN
ok no not suviens

i have a secret
i love suvien with all my heart and soul
hahahaha

ok enough madness for today
enough
enough
enough
enough
enough

ahaha . so cute .
& hello im j2 (:
doesn't that sound old .

sch's fine ...

i always thought imperfection was beautiful
but apparently its perfection thats beautiful .
now im abit confused .

i dont care if it hurts
i want to have control
i want a perfect body
i want a perfect soul
i want you to notice , when im not around
you're so fucking special
i wish i was special

GOODBYE TO BAD RUBBISH , 2005
thanks for good times
thanks for bad ones

lets usher in 2006

isnt this weird
im missing 2004 while thinking of 2005 and living in 2006
ahaha what diff does this make
actually all im missing now
is sitting on swings at ling's place
after band
and then going home late
shit i think im growing up too fast

hello resolutions .

1 . ching is really very funny haha
2 . bridd and me
3 . euniceeee
4 . ching is clubber gone wrong (: (: hahahahah
5 . wow forever .
6 . its actually a very ghostly photo !!
7 . cc and c
8 . sharonnn and brid
9 . hahahahahahaha ching and jerm