i said it wouldnt matter
i told myself a 230498172038 times
but it still matters
maybe ?
why on earth is it so impt to me
when it shouldnt be
when nobody thinks it is
i think
i was better when all this
didn't matter
i knew it
i was right
so now i just need a bit of time
to go back to who i used to be
all the trivial things get back to you some how
i trust i will be guided out of this
slowly
certainly