Argh I'm really super bored. I should be doing my personal essay. But now I don't even know what has shaped my interest. Wth. Can't I just be interested. Must I only be interested if someone around me has died and impacted my life dramatically or I have had 10239847 attachments and done a few million hours of community work >:/

I need mx to sit here and force me to do it. SIGH. SO BORED.