ok horrible week . thats enough you better stop on saturday .

got back my grades i guess it doesnt warrant a 'i want to dieee ' but whatever it is i'm reallyreally sad la . forget it . i should be used to it already what with the o levels and all . considering i did study for this . its really pathetic . hai fuck laaaa fuckfuckfuck . ok enough said . i dont want to think bout it anymore ): i think god really hates me sometimes . whatever . everytime i put in effort for anything i always fall short . like i told wendy , i nv get anything i want . not in the super dramatic way . but this year has just been shit . last year too last last year too . next year will be better please . i hope . 2005 i hate you .